Awaaz # - 01

 Hi!👋 today i will just write without any inspiration..no particulars..

Aapko pta hai? Khuda ki sabse pyari nehmat betiyaan hoti hai👧🏼..Maa ki dua hmesha safal hoti hai🤱🏻 aur behen ke pyaar se pyaari khushnasibi aur koi nahi👩‍👦..similarity?..all are females.

Girls..Hum ladkiyaan, bahut soft hoti hai 😊,jaldi gussa ho jati hai 😣,ek dum decisions le leti hai aur fir pachtati hai 😧😕,bhai se ladai kr khud muh phulakr beth jati hai 😓 to vahi kabhi kabhi sochti baad mein hai aur bol pehle deti hai 😅,papa ki ladli 👨‍👧to hoti hi hai par mummy ki dant se drti bhi hai 😨.

Hmse koi pyaar se baat kre to hum to jese phule naa samaye 🤩..koi help krde to uske liye respect 🙂..aur koi panga le le humse to hum upar upar se to hus dengi 😁 but usse chhodegi nahi 😤..agar galti krde to sorry bolna kisko aur kaha hai pehle sochengi🙈..kyuki hum kabhi kabhi apni galti accept nhi krti 😛..koi accha lge to dil mein kisi kone mein usse hmesha ke liye rkhengi 🤗. .birthdays,anniversaries,graduations..bade occasion pe koi suprise de de to bhut khush ho jati hai hum..

Ladies..Haa! pta hai ki hmara koi ghar nahi hota but ghar hmare bina hai rota..chhote the tab duniya bahut badi thi..aasmaan ko chuhne ki khwahish thi 🌌  jab bde ho gye to duniya shayad bccho 🤱🏻 aur rasoi-daftaar mein hi simat gyi..bahut saari khwahishein chhut gyi..bhut kuch aacha bhi hua yehi sochkr sabhi khwahishien dbba di🙃..bcche to khub sapne dikhate hai.baithe baithe hi saari duniya🌍 ghuma dete hai par jab khane ka samay aata hai..vo duniya ke chakkar wala badal udd jata hai☁️..ab aasmaan chuhne ki khwahish nhi hai ab to bus khush rhna aur khush rkhna hi jarurat hai 😊..

Grannies..Mai khushnaseeb to bhut 😇..beta-beti ke bcche jo dekh payi hu 👩‍❤️‍👨..inki shaadiyaan bhi dekhli..bahu buri nahi hai bus uske vichaar alag hai..mai chup rhti hu 🤐..kya pta kab saans ruk jaye 😵..ab zindagi ki khatti-meethi yadein samatkr nikal jana chahti hu ussi aasmaan mein jiski kabhi khwahish kiya krti thi 😊..

- Bhupinder Kaur

Day 10 Starting doesn't take much. (Poem)

Starting doesn't take much..

Starting doesnt take much

It needs a mere touch

Till When are you going to avoid

When you yourself know about your heart being somewhat void..

Yes, you doubt the results

And are afraid of insults

Doing work is what must be your focus

Thats where lies the locus

All you need to do is to work and believe

And then leave your mind at relief..

You are here for yourself only

Help yourself and never get lonely

You know, you are your own boost

So why waiting for some host

Just take a breath deep in

Unlock the mind and peep in..

Even if you loose

It would be you, who you choose

Taking blame will make you strong

And then you will realise, that you weren't wrong..

Just some random words put together, hope they made you feel good..

Still in process of learning and discovering, what all I can do..

Stay Blessed!

Day 5 That Day will be Ours 😊

 Good..uhm..morning/noon/evening/night! choose according to yourself, haha! Hope you are happy and smiling..you look better when you smile, just saying..yes, day before yesterday, I was stuck and today I published the next chapter of 'Sharma Verma'..😊

I was going through all those mock papers..chapter tests and part tests. I wanted to sort those papers which included questions from those chapters which are going to come in my next test..I attempted all those papers, two years back when I was in Pune..

I was both amazed and disheartened, finding my 'scores, smileys, correct, incorrect, not attempted' on them..Amazed to see how well I scored and attempted them and disheartened with the memories which came to knock my mind with them..

The days and nights, I put in working hard and all the hostel mates, the way we all studies, but very few reached their goal..many are still struggling with the same books, putting more hardwork and still hoping for the best, including me.

We all were 'The Selected Super-50' from our country, but that super is gone somewhere, but yeah! we all are still working, haven't gave up and even won't..

When you struggle, you understand others too..those who are running alongside you, struggling to get better and reach their goal..we all, hostel mates saw each other hustling and believe that one day, the world will be ours..when we will live our aim and those which we dream..

That day will be ours, and yes, always remember what Lieutenant Colonel Anup Kumar Saxena, F/O Indian Airforce Officer Gunjan Sexana said, "FORTUNE NEVER ABANDON HARDWORK".

Day 3 Getting stuck while writing..is that okay?

 Hlo guyz! Hope you are doing good..I write everyday..I mean I try to..I had already found my way to get rid of negativity by forming my own world, with my own characters and I love that world of mine..where I'm the creator..

I was a beginner once, I think I'm now too, but there is a change, I have got few to ask me to write next..yeah! they are few, but they are..and I'm really grateful for that..

But today, I felt stuck..I do had my planning and character evolvement ready before I started writing one of my college-life based comedy novel, but putting in words and feeling it as a reader disappointed me..

I did write something new, instead of continuing the former one but haven't added anymore to my novel..I did get a follower today and she wanted me to continue the one which I got stuck on..

I felt like, I shouldn't dishearten her but whats going on, she don't know that..of course! I feel good when someone, who haven't seen me, never met me, want me to progress just by reading my words that too fictioness..

To stay in form, as I said, I did started something new, but won't let it cross my novel..I thought, instead of giving up and feeling stuck, I must move on for a bit of time and then continue with all new inspiration..

If you do write, you can relate to what I'm saying, no!

Its okay to feel stuck at times, be it your life or writing, what matters is how you charge yourself up again for the same which made you feel stuck..instead of sitting idle or keeping focus on the hurdle, ignore it for sometime and then come again with a bit of new experience and mindset..re chatting yourself is must at times..

I'm sure, I'll never dishearten any of my reader and gear up again in few days with my novel..even if there is one reader waiting..but there IS..and that's what someone who write wants..😊

The photo above, the one I added is of Shizuka from a ghibli movie, 'Whispers of the Heart'..one of my hostel mate adviced me to watch whenever I manage to, as it was based on a emerging writer..and I did that..