Day 1 Won't add anything to the 'Never Happening Wish List' 😊

 Hi there! Yesterday just after the post, I stepped out of the faded room of mine, honestly, its like after 2 months since we shifted to a new place..people do exist, haha!!

There was a couple preparing for their kid's birthday party and other kids was whispering to each other..roaming around for what they were going to gift the birthday girl with..when are they going to get in, is mamma going to accompany them, will they get the balloons and all those curious smiles were lovely..

For a moment, I wished to join those strangers but you know, I wasn't invited..they didn't even know me..I remembered when we were asked to go to someone's party, I would always be the one to refuse the very first among my siblings and rather enjoy a movie at home or simply sleep..so boring!

And now when I am all grown up, I want to get into someone's party..dance and sing..irritate someone or do some nasty stuff and then get embarassed, we people, to act cool or sophisticated, actually miss all those things that normally kids do..and so was me..

You know, going to someone else's home and then pick something from the serving had been my dream, although I hate when any kid do that but that's just a wish..acting stubborn before someone to get something done just like those mama's boy and daddy's girls do..getting hurt and cry aloud to get attention, I never did that all..I wasn't made to..but yeah, I don't even like that..

But nevermind, its gone already but we can make amends anytime, no! Living in the moment is what everyone advise and we too know well, but just for the sake of the way we will be seen by people around us, we opt to act good, suppressing our happiness..

Sometimes parents too make their kids grow up so fine and make them behave so well, especially, the strict parents (just like ours)  that the kids someday in future wish to have some memories of them being idiot..although their etiquettes are there deep in their blood, but the wish is wish..

Lets keep it simple, we know well..no one is going to remember us..no one is going to keep a note for what we did on this day or that minute and no one is going to ever get the time back for us..so better to do whatever you want to..

The thing you would suppress today would add to your 'never happening wish list' and asusual you will be boring and all we need is to live once and that too fully..at tue end we can't count our never sparkled stars..